hmmm...
few days of chionging to wushu practice and then to chu shi at nite... was going real crazy when jie's overbroad... so tat i can stop myself from thing... get myself shag out whole day... then when reach home... get a shower... and went for slp...
but... just sometimes... at nite... tearing to slp would be a regular customer... came by few nites... haiis...
during these few days chionging... had lotsa fun... having fun moments together... a type of feeling came... was disturbing her.... irritating her... "beating" her... hahas... but... don really wish to fall in deep... will regret.... it's just my one-sided part of tinking... haiis...
few days of playing... help her do things... kept things... disturbed each other... hahas... it's fun... really fun... didn't have this feeling before after few incidents... hmmm....
darling, help me keep my phone... was wad she told ytd... as we was just FAKE darlings... keep tinking... saying to myself... i don wanna be fake one... i wan real one... i'm not ask bastard as him... hmmm... but... all these... doesn't speak out...
i noe the ending... i won't succeed... i would only fail... failure is always in me... i knew this long again... haiis...
i could only... stand far... and be a FAKE darling with her... hmmm....
byes~...
很想喜欢她，但是不敢。haiis.
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